Life In General

Well, life has been pretty challenging lately. Full of obstacles that need to be overcome.

My grandma had two strokes within a two week period. She had been the main caretaker of Elijah when I went to work. So that threw us off our track for a good bit. It's so crazy. My brother is another story. It urks me to just even try to talk about it so I'm not going to touch that subject right now. It's too stressful. My mom is moving out to a place of her own; not by choice. Of course her story intertwines with my brother so I'll leave that along as well. I was having to cut out an hour of work to adjust the caring of Elijah. It's just so much. It's actually hurting my head right now to even think about everything. I haven't quite found the strength in prayer yet. I guess that's my fault. I haven't been doing all that I need to do. I haven't been praying, reading my scriptures or anything like that. Can't say that I blame all the obstacles being thrown at me, right? I'm not seeking His help and all I do is think of how hard everything is right now. (Sigh)

It's just so hard still to rely on it. I know that this is one of my struggles that I need to get over. I will really have to work on it.